Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Year 3
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Summer Flies- and I don't mean bugs.
Hello Friends,
I am requiring myself to write a blog entry today because I have yet to break my streak of writing at least once per month, and this will likely be my only free time between now and August 7th. J I am feverishly planning for a mission trip to a church located outside Camden, in a town called Willingboro. We are essentially helping beautify (painting, landscaping, cleaning) for a small Reformed church comprised primarily of an older population. I’m sure the week will be wonderful; however, the planning has been a bit excruciating at times, given the non-committal nature of most of my congregants. In part I do not blame them, as many live day-to-day, looking for jobs and maintaining their livelihoods, and others have small children and cannot commit to a week! All in all, I have come to the realization that whomever comes will be perfect, because that’s how it has to be.
In addition to planning for the work trip, I have given two sermons (and planned both services) in July, and I believe they are posted on our website: www.rchighlandpark.org in case you’d like a listen. Beware, I may have cried a bit during the first one. J I thoroughly enjoy leading worship services, and this has been a firm validation of my call to some sort of church ministry…and we shall see how the future is unveiled.
Speaking of future, I am officially beginning my MSW in one month! The summer has flown by (see my catchy title for this entry) and soon I will become a student of books again. I am sitting here with AJ and my friend Karen in Panera Bread, and I just exclaimed how excited I am to be a student at Rutgers- my first state school experience! Although being a student at two schools simultaneously (hence, two financial aid departments, two insurance waivers, two of this, two of that) is a bit daunting, I am excited about a new genre of subject matter, and I will surely incorporate my experience together for a lovely “divine social work” angle. J
AJ’s mother came out for a lovely visit last weekend, which was AJ’s and my first time to the beach! We live so close to the shore, yet we hardly make time to enjoy it, so we appreciated her visit to spur us on toward appreciating our proximity to the ocean (I love the waves, BTW, and anyone wanting to come visit should come soon- or better yet, next summer!).
AJ just began a new job at Urner Barry Publications in Toms River, NJ- and he is really excited for the job. He is a market reporter for the company, and his first video interview with Cattlefax is Monday morning! Don’t ask me any more specifics. J
I have thoroughly enjoyed my time interning at RCHP, but in three weeks I will be finished with the internship (yet will continue attending for the next two years). I am beginning an internship with Enable, Inc. in the fall, which is an organization that works with people with disabilities. I am eager to begin this position, as I have much to learn regarding this population of folks, in addition to the world of social work at large.
What more to say, of course! I’m excited to be an aunt times 3 in the next few months. My sister Les is having a girl in less than a month (hang in there, Les!) and my sister Al is having a boy in around 3 months (wish I could be there)! Woohoo for being an aunt! Me- I’m consistent with birth control. J
On that note, I believe it’s time to wrap up. I hope everyone is experiencing God’s presence as life comes hurling by. May the grace of God and the presence of the Spirit be with us always as we strive to be patient in faith and hopeful in times of uncertainty.
Love, Em
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Life Decisions
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Nearly Summer....
Yep- summer officially begins as of 12:00pm tomorrow, May 12th. And I am particularly ready for my first ever NJ summer!!!
The past few weeks I have been juggling a few life events- finishing my May term class (which has been really awesome- interfaith youth leadership), attempting to help AJ with website work for his new business (Small World Farms), finishing my internship at the hospital (one day left!), and phasing into my summer field education at our church. I say phasing into, mostly because that's what I would rather be doing right now (planting a garden for my internship? OKAY!), but I've had so many other commitments, so I am juggling my responsibilities accordingly.
In case anyone was desperately waiting at the edge of their seat to see whether or not I have become a NJ resident....well wait no longer, because it's official!!! Not only am I the proud owner of NJ legal domicile (does anyone actually say that?) but I have been okayed to enter the joint MSW program as a result! This means I am embarking on a new educational road, and I am surprisingly okay with that. I thought after my MDiv I would be through studying, but I have once again deceived myself. Bring on the exams! God's got something going on in the area of social work, and I am about to find out!
So, yes, that means for anyone looking to make an east coast visit, you're in luck! We will be here another year, and you are always welcome to board with us while exploring NYC, Philly, the shore (JERSEY shore) :) or anything else that catches your fancy. You may even inspire us to get away for a weekend- something my crazy schedule has not afforded us for quite some time.
This summer I am looking forward to many things- hopefully a day at the shore soon. And working the church garden. leading a church mission trip. preaching at least 2 sermons (hmm, the Spirit better be moving, that's all I have to say about that). grilling with neighbors. building more consistent relationships with church friends. not studying (unless I take a summer MSW course, in which case, nix this). Visiting SD friends and family in June- and perhaps again in August. celebrating my 1st year anniversary! (that one deserved a "!" because I can happily say our 'year of transition' has been quite successful and I'm looking forward to the next). expanding my cooking know-how (my anniversary gift to our marriage is the addition of the Food Network magazine). being intentional about caring for my body and spirit (which are always interrelated, of course). enduring the heat of a NJ summer without complaining. :)
Okay, that's my long-term anticipation. Short term? I have more than a week off from responsibilities before I begin officially at RCHP, during which time one of our good friends will be moving in with us for the summer. Thus, I have some major apartment organizing to do! It's perfect, though, because we are helping him with rent costs, and in turn he will be helping us with utility bills. We have a spare bedroom, which currently hosts an office, but we are glad to transform it into a bedroom this summer! Party every day! :)
I need to catch the bus. Oops!
Sending love in the precious name of Jesus.
Emily
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Finals Week- Holy Week- Really?
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Lent, Transitions, Beauty
Monday, February 14, 2011
Sinking slowly...
Despite the fact that my courseload is quite similar to last semester- same two jobs, same number of credits, same husband, same friends, pretty much same everything- I feel more, well, rushed somehow, as if I've stepped onto quicksand and must find my way out immediately. Only I'm not on my way out- I'm on my way in...
One explanation for the feeling I am currently experiencing might be my propensity to add more social events than is somehow sustainable. A few of these so-called "social" events have actually been altruistic in nature (hosting weekly meals at the house in Newark, serving at the senior citizen 'high tea' at church, volunteering to speak with a friend's youth group about the reservation, cutting someone's hair...yes, that's right. I said cutting someone's hair). Even so, they tend to whittle my time down to a few spare minutes here and there, during which I am suppose to be a student.
I say all that to mention how attentive I must become to my schedule so as to avoid the feeling of being overwhelmed. I've been truly overwhelmed before, particularly my senior year of college, and I vowed to never go back. The past few weeks I've been getting similar feelings of slight panic about my schedule, a clear sign I must prune. But the obvious question is- what? I enjoy everything I'm doing, and this semester's classes are quite interesting, so my reading is not only fun, but somewhat necessary for my well-being. I think I'm on to something though...we have been hosting A LOT lately at our apartment, which involves cleaning, cooking, more cleaning, and several hours of missed opportunity to be productive. If you know me, I of course think that hosting IS productive, so I'm speaking from both sides of my mouth, I guess.
I have a few other estimations regarding the reason behind my feelings of sinking slowly and the need to refocus my time...events have transpired recently to put my focus back on being a diligent student, and here they are!
1. I have officially applied to the joint program between PTS and Rutgers University through which I may receive a Masters of Social Work. I will not go into detail regarding this decision, but I will say that I am extremely excited about this opportunity to further my studies in the field of such practical ministry....It will only be one year extra, after which I will have received both my Masters of Divinity and my Masters of Social Work. Oh yeah- I know what some of you are saying (Katie...) that I'm deliberately being a professional student. Ha, this might be true, but for such a good price, why not? :):)
2. AJ has officially started his job with Whole Foods, where he is acquiring the skills of a meat-cutter professional! That's right, he works behind the meat counter- AND we get a 20 percept discount. :) This new addition to our lives means that our 'together time' will need to be much more intentional, but I guess we're facing what all couples face all the time....we were spoiled for 8 months of super-flexible schedules, and now we might have to actually...(gasp)...plan dates!
3. To top it all off, I have begun a class called "Sleep, Surrender, Sabbath" which has inspired me to focus on the amount of sleep I recieve and how I spend my time on a daily basis. Don't you think that's a little ironic- the week I start my "sleep" class I become extremely busy, and get a cold? Oh yeah- that's something else fogging my mind...I have a cold. First one since this past summer- is it also ironic that it's warmer outside today than is has been for several months?
Hmm, evidently I caught myself in a rather introspective mood today during my blogging moment. I hope you enjoy this somewhat murky post...complete with random tidbits and a slight amount of complaining. I really do know better, than to let myself sink slowly into the quicksand of life, sometimes I just need a reminder to rest myself on firmer ground.
May I seek to find my place of centeredness in the one true God that desires my complete trust. And I'd have to say that I do find peace amidst the chaos in knowing that God is in control, and my frantic human efforts really could be scaled back...who knows, it might even allow God to work in my weakness.
Here's to continually discovering new and frustrating parts of life, all with the deep and unfettered knowledge of a God who knows, loves, and cares for all of Creation- including me and you!
Emily
Saturday, January 29, 2011
A New Semester Begins...
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Remember when...
Yeah, I vaguely do too.
Except now I don't feel as inspired. Why?
Well, perhaps because what I do actually seems boring to write about.
Certainly I must have crazy stories from my winter break. But then again, I didn't spend winter break in Princeton. And this blog is suppose to be about Princeton.
Nor did I truly 'break' from anything in my travels back to SD.
Except reading and writing. I didn't read a single page. Nope. Okay, maybe a news article here and there.
Instead I saw plenty of friends and family- and my darling little niece, whom AJ now loves (she gives him kisses- it didn't take much more than a scrunched-up smile to win him over).
And now I'm back in Princeton, doing my boring ole' study thing.
Except lately I intersperse studying with visions of my next life. My life after Princeton. Maybe I'm not suppose to live in the future, but the present is too boring without visions of the future, when I, you know, actually do something with my life.
Don't get me wrong. I love seminary. I do. I love so many things about it. I love the people. I like the lectures. But I don't like writing papers, or striving for grades. Instead, I seek my 'meaning' in odd sorts of ways one really shouldn't say aloud. So... (in a whispered voice)... I practice speeches I will one day give to young people. It's true. I stand in front of a mirror and rehearse motivational speeches. There I said it. And you may have even heard, despite the lowered voice.
So, that's what I've been up to lately, with my husband gone again to a week of class in Kansas. I prance around our apartment pretending that millions of bright and hopeful young people are eagerly anticipating my next word. And it keeps me going....keeps me contemplating this enormous mystery of God- being people of God in a world littered with false messages of meaning. Oh- and I'm also studying the Lord's Supper...interesting, but pretty 'heady' and really dense reading.
Speaking of dense reading, I hear a few books calling my name. Off to my world of study that is painfully necessary to enhance my future vision of ministry. That's what we like to call seminary.
Love- with all the hugs possible,
Emily