My Goodness My Goodness!!!
That's about how I'm feeling as time melts away, leaving much studying and fewer hours to accomplish everything on my plate.
I shall only be giving a brief run-down of this past week, since I really need to be typing my theology terms..... yikes!
1. A random dog on a leash wandered into my room at work and chilled for a few minutes until I met the owner- a professor who lets her dog wander around the building. Hmm....
2. I registered for classes, and will be taking New Testament, Speech II, Radical Reformation (taught, ironically, by a Lutheran professor), and possibly a pastoral care class OR THE PLAY! :)
3. On Sunday I met up again with my 6 year old friend Sena, and she promptly informed me of all the Xmas pageant action- to be happening this Sunday! She also called me Mommy. She said I'm her 4th mommy. How much responsibility does that give me I wonder.
4. I am getting excited for Xmas break plans, as I seem to have more and more to fill my plate- I'm not sure how it'll all sift into place, but it will....I guess there's no question about how to fill my time on the cruise- with fun! :)
5. I received my first A on a paper! I was extremely pleased, especially since that means I can get an average grade on the final and still pull a decent grade!
Okay, I'm sure there's much more, just wanted to share a bit and say that perhaps next week I won't be writing- just predicting the flurry of activity I shall be experiencing with finals! My schedule is packed, really, and yet once I am done with finals, it will be a huge weight off my chest!
Much love from the "crunch time" PTS student....
Em
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Oops- November is over!
To begin this 1st post of December- some photos from NYC!!!
AJ & I outside the Gershwin Theatre after experience the phenomenal performance of Wicked! 
The skating rink of Rockefeller Plaza- if only we weren't so tired from all the walking...
The banner of the Theatre in which we saw WICKED!
Debi (AJ's mom) and Kelly (AJ's cousin) in front of the Rockefeller Xmas Tree!!!
And a picture of my darling niece at Thanksgiving- unfortunately I wasn't there, but photos help to keep in touch!
Hello from 40 degree Princeton on Dec. 1st!
I know that time continues at a constant rate, but regardless of how much I accept this empirical fact, my perception tells me that November went by extremely quickly....and I think I only managed to blog a few times last month...
Well, we did have Thanksgiving break, so I technically wasn't in Princeton much (as if I really stick to my title when I bloganyway, huh?) :) I have decided to elaborate on other ways I have sought God this past week- traveling outside of my new home Princeton.....
I must say, my excitement for Thanksgiving increased dramatically the week before last, as I finished classes and awaited the coming of AJ and his mother. Turns out, his 15 year-old cousin from PA came as well on Sunday to Princeton. We had a lovely time together, traveling to Atlantic City on Monday to see the coast (walking on a cold beach on Thanksgiving break- not sure I need to make that a tradition) and the excitement of casinos and shops. Although the day was lovely, Atlantic City didn't impress me much... besides the sea (oh, and the dining experience)...since I tend to find contentment (and God) in nature rather than human-constructed buildings, now even moreso since living in a city. (gosh, I'm a country girl... who could have predicted, right family?) :)
On Tuesday we headed into NYC for some city excitement. I have to say this was much more enjoyable for me, probably because I knew more about it and NYC involves much more than casino games! We walked along Broadway, Times Square, Rockefeller Plaza (where we saw the scaffolding-encased Xmas tree), past the Empire State Building, and ate at Bobby Flay's first restaurant (in case you don't know who that is, like I didn't- he's a big-time cooking network guy)...the food was excellent (I had delicious sweet-potato raviolli), and in the evening we enjoyed some NYC pizza before heading to WICKED!!! That's right, we decided to embrace the opportunity of a Broadway show while we were there, and Wicked turned out to be an excellent choice. I really love theatre, the only bad part of seeing such shows is the fondness I seem to develop for my personal involvement, which is unfortunately a thing of the past... :) (or is it- I just found out in speech class about auditions for an upcoming spring play here at the seminary) :):) I just might donn that stage makeup yet again!
On Wednesday we traveled to western PA where AJ's mother's family resides and spent a full four days sharing delicious food, lovely walks, great movies, and some definite family bonding. :) I feel quite at home and welcome with his family, which I really appreciate! On Sunday I headed back to Princeton and had ample time to decompress from the week, to realize how much I am grateful for, and to especially reconnect with my heart's desire to be an earnest child of God, seeking life goals which will further God's presence in the lives of others. (sometimes my contemplative side actually has space to bloom here, believe it or not!)
I have especially reflected lately on how ready I am to start a life with Mr. AJ Munger, a man with whom I am falling more and more in love. I say this at the risk of sounding cheesy, yet it most seriously ties in directly with my search for God here at Princeton. The more I understand of this process of becoming a more deeply loving person, the better I see how love determines the foundation of any relationship... and particularly this new relationship with AJ. We are nearing on a year of being together, and I have only become more dedicated to making every effort to reveal my love clearly and without judgment (as demonstrated throughout all of Scripture), which in turn is reciprocated not only between AJ and I, but everyone around us. The love of God is thus manifest in our love for one another...friends, lovers, and strangers alike. I realize these are not original thoughts, but they certainly have begun new thinking in my quest for heartfelt, sustainable relationships with everyone I encounter and even those in other countries and contexts I have yet to meet.
Well, I would love to discuss other aspects of my growing faith, such as the conviction that my general positivity is a gift from God which I feel more and more compelled to display... but not at the expense of disregarding other's misfortunes. Also, I sense a great calling to be with youth, which isn't new, but is definitely continually reinforced.
Yet--- this post is long enough. I'm sending my love in written form to everyone who takes the time to read this.....
Emily
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Thanksgiving!
It's Thanksgiving break- and I have to say, I'm taking a huge breather as I allow this beautiful break to soak into me!!!
The past week has been pretty stressful, although I seem to be getting into a rhythm for writing papers, which is fantastic! My final Church History paper is finished, and with the help of my friend Brian, I think it went really well! I wrote on Urban II and the beginning of the crusades in Christian history. Quite fascinating, and as embarrassing as it is to admit this, nearly everything I learned was new information to me! Also, I received my two midterm exams back- and I received an A- on both of them!!! Who knew I had it in me! :) I am relieved, since this means my finals won't be quite so intimidating! (ideally speaking) :)
I would like to explain my last week's highlight of class time. Are you ready? Well, truthfully my highlight was watching this little girl who came to class with her daddy (who is a fellow student). Perhaps one of the most beautiful little girls, she would clap and laugh right along with us!!! Definitely a bit more engaging than the Lamentations lecture going on in the background (did I just say background? Oops!). :) Ha, what can I say- I miss my niece!!!
Last Sunday evening a group of us from the seminary spent the night meeting with (Reformed Church of Highland Park) church deacons and discussing the church's various ministries over dinner with our pastor.... I truly enjoy this church community, and I believe I have worked out a way to remain worshipping there and do a field education placement summer 2011. HA! talk about planning ahead! :) Which means next school year I will be doing a non-church site, perhaps working with underprivileged youth with psychological issues....doesn't that sound fascinating?? :) I sure think so.
Anyway, this coming week will be splendid, as I plan to see my fiance and his mother on Monday and spend the rest of the week traveling to and from PA where his mother's family lives....Not the first time I've spent Thanksgiving away from my family- but definitely still a year I will miss being at home! I feel as if I'm writing in all fragments. Do forgive me. :)
Today I was able to meet up with Veronica from Red Cloud and we had a great long talk and walk- and I experienced the dining pleasure of Princeton U. food! Let me tell you, I should not have been able to compare their selection with ours. I will forever be jealous! Oh well, who am I to complain? I've got it made here, in my little dorm room, letting others cook for me.... Well, if I think about it, perhaps my life next year with AJ could be similar, minus the dorm room! (i.e. AJ loves to cook, hurray me!)
Alright, I'm off to do some laundry (and yes, I wanted to include that for the sake of reality)...whenever AJ reads these posts he suggests that perhaps I put in useless personal information that nobody cares about. I beg to differ, because sometimes the mundane can be the most endearing quality in connection with others. (is this true, or am I justifying?) :)
Until the next post of mundane useless personal information, I'm yours!
Emily
The past week has been pretty stressful, although I seem to be getting into a rhythm for writing papers, which is fantastic! My final Church History paper is finished, and with the help of my friend Brian, I think it went really well! I wrote on Urban II and the beginning of the crusades in Christian history. Quite fascinating, and as embarrassing as it is to admit this, nearly everything I learned was new information to me! Also, I received my two midterm exams back- and I received an A- on both of them!!! Who knew I had it in me! :) I am relieved, since this means my finals won't be quite so intimidating! (ideally speaking) :)
I would like to explain my last week's highlight of class time. Are you ready? Well, truthfully my highlight was watching this little girl who came to class with her daddy (who is a fellow student). Perhaps one of the most beautiful little girls, she would clap and laugh right along with us!!! Definitely a bit more engaging than the Lamentations lecture going on in the background (did I just say background? Oops!). :) Ha, what can I say- I miss my niece!!!
Last Sunday evening a group of us from the seminary spent the night meeting with (Reformed Church of Highland Park) church deacons and discussing the church's various ministries over dinner with our pastor.... I truly enjoy this church community, and I believe I have worked out a way to remain worshipping there and do a field education placement summer 2011. HA! talk about planning ahead! :) Which means next school year I will be doing a non-church site, perhaps working with underprivileged youth with psychological issues....doesn't that sound fascinating?? :) I sure think so.
Anyway, this coming week will be splendid, as I plan to see my fiance and his mother on Monday and spend the rest of the week traveling to and from PA where his mother's family lives....Not the first time I've spent Thanksgiving away from my family- but definitely still a year I will miss being at home! I feel as if I'm writing in all fragments. Do forgive me. :)
Today I was able to meet up with Veronica from Red Cloud and we had a great long talk and walk- and I experienced the dining pleasure of Princeton U. food! Let me tell you, I should not have been able to compare their selection with ours. I will forever be jealous! Oh well, who am I to complain? I've got it made here, in my little dorm room, letting others cook for me.... Well, if I think about it, perhaps my life next year with AJ could be similar, minus the dorm room! (i.e. AJ loves to cook, hurray me!)
Alright, I'm off to do some laundry (and yes, I wanted to include that for the sake of reality)...whenever AJ reads these posts he suggests that perhaps I put in useless personal information that nobody cares about. I beg to differ, because sometimes the mundane can be the most endearing quality in connection with others. (is this true, or am I justifying?) :)
Until the next post of mundane useless personal information, I'm yours!
Emily
Friday, November 13, 2009
It's Friday!
It's Friday- and with that comes so much ambivalence.
1. I'm glad to be done with another week of class, but unhappy about how much work I still have left for the weekend. 2. It is nice to think of fun things to do, and not nice how little time I have to do them. 3. It's the Rat Dance and a Country line dance going on at the same time tonight...which to choose? Neither? 4. Many people here look forward to spending time with new friends, and although I have several friends here who are wonderful, I miss my long-time friends and AJ on weekends like this.
However, this ambivalence hasn't lent itself to a bad mood... I'm actually a happy person today! I will be even happier if I get through my terms sheet for theology and read all the texts for that class by the end of the weekend- plus maybe read a bit of church history??? :) I'm always behind. Story of my life as a student!
This past week has been a whirlwind! What did I even do? Well, on Sunday I went once again to the church that I am coming to love- and it was great! I met some young girls who were wonderful, and I look forward to seeing them again! (I learned about how the elementary schools are split in the neighborhood, and there are several stairs to get to the 1st grade classroom- tiresome!) I am really grateful for this church environment; it allows for time away from seminary for awhile. This whole learning community can be entirely consuming, and I dislike having to always talk about theology. (said like a true seminarian!)
I received two papers back- and they were both B's. I was pleased, since I didn't receive a "rewrite" which would have been 1. annoying and 2. a bit humiliating! Alas, my learning here will be reflected moreso within my practical experience of ministry, and thus I am not striving for the A's (okay, at least not getting upset when I don't get them). :) I can be a B person....I think. :) I shall be reporting on midterm exams soon enough!
Guess what? I AM BACK. meaning, I am back to yoga- and this coming Monday- volleyball! It feels so great to be lifting weights and walking on the treadmill as well! I know that I did the right thing in waiting for a month before getting going again, because even now my ankle is still weak and my corresponding joints are somewhat off kilter. Wish me well in my recovery to a running ability!
The weeks here are truly flying by, as represented in my above paragraph. I am not looking forward to winter- but seriously, only 3 weeks of class left before final exams! What? I know. Short semesters, remember? :) I am trying to coordinate several wedding details in light of this quickly coming event called Christmas! See, Christmas break will be a joyous time of celebrating AND getting ready for the wedding.... Currently, only 6+months until my wedding. :):)
As much as I'm learning through these current courses, I will be ready for new ones to begin again (except for the massive buying of books phenomenon which corresponds).... In fact, I am particularly excited about my course this January- Youth Ministry!!! That's right! My home turf once again.
On a personal note- I have had a swirl of love displayed in all the calls and other correspondence from friends recently. It's really great and encouraging to hear from so many people- and at times can become overwhelming too...this is how I've handled my feelings regarding not enough time for everything: AAAAGGGGGHHHHH! Then I take a few deeps breaths, respond to each email, make necessary phone calls (or more likely, take the call I have received- oops!) and thoroughly enjoy everyone in my life. (at this point I realize I can go entire days without studying if I try to socialize with everyone I'd like to!) Moderation. Moderation.
Well, that's about it for now. I had a speech conference in which I practiced the Psalm I will be reciting for the end of class video-day! Woohoo! (if it's broadcast on any major networks, I shall let you know!) :):)
Okay, that's all for now, Folks. Thanks for your patience as I go crazy and return to normalcy enough to write a blog post. This is a hectic environment without doing much of anything except studying! :)
Peace to all my friends!
Em
1. I'm glad to be done with another week of class, but unhappy about how much work I still have left for the weekend. 2. It is nice to think of fun things to do, and not nice how little time I have to do them. 3. It's the Rat Dance and a Country line dance going on at the same time tonight...which to choose? Neither? 4. Many people here look forward to spending time with new friends, and although I have several friends here who are wonderful, I miss my long-time friends and AJ on weekends like this.
However, this ambivalence hasn't lent itself to a bad mood... I'm actually a happy person today! I will be even happier if I get through my terms sheet for theology and read all the texts for that class by the end of the weekend- plus maybe read a bit of church history??? :) I'm always behind. Story of my life as a student!
This past week has been a whirlwind! What did I even do? Well, on Sunday I went once again to the church that I am coming to love- and it was great! I met some young girls who were wonderful, and I look forward to seeing them again! (I learned about how the elementary schools are split in the neighborhood, and there are several stairs to get to the 1st grade classroom- tiresome!) I am really grateful for this church environment; it allows for time away from seminary for awhile. This whole learning community can be entirely consuming, and I dislike having to always talk about theology. (said like a true seminarian!)
I received two papers back- and they were both B's. I was pleased, since I didn't receive a "rewrite" which would have been 1. annoying and 2. a bit humiliating! Alas, my learning here will be reflected moreso within my practical experience of ministry, and thus I am not striving for the A's (okay, at least not getting upset when I don't get them). :) I can be a B person....I think. :) I shall be reporting on midterm exams soon enough!
Guess what? I AM BACK. meaning, I am back to yoga- and this coming Monday- volleyball! It feels so great to be lifting weights and walking on the treadmill as well! I know that I did the right thing in waiting for a month before getting going again, because even now my ankle is still weak and my corresponding joints are somewhat off kilter. Wish me well in my recovery to a running ability!
The weeks here are truly flying by, as represented in my above paragraph. I am not looking forward to winter- but seriously, only 3 weeks of class left before final exams! What? I know. Short semesters, remember? :) I am trying to coordinate several wedding details in light of this quickly coming event called Christmas! See, Christmas break will be a joyous time of celebrating AND getting ready for the wedding.... Currently, only 6+months until my wedding. :):)
As much as I'm learning through these current courses, I will be ready for new ones to begin again (except for the massive buying of books phenomenon which corresponds).... In fact, I am particularly excited about my course this January- Youth Ministry!!! That's right! My home turf once again.
On a personal note- I have had a swirl of love displayed in all the calls and other correspondence from friends recently. It's really great and encouraging to hear from so many people- and at times can become overwhelming too...this is how I've handled my feelings regarding not enough time for everything: AAAAGGGGGHHHHH! Then I take a few deeps breaths, respond to each email, make necessary phone calls (or more likely, take the call I have received- oops!) and thoroughly enjoy everyone in my life. (at this point I realize I can go entire days without studying if I try to socialize with everyone I'd like to!) Moderation. Moderation.
Well, that's about it for now. I had a speech conference in which I practiced the Psalm I will be reciting for the end of class video-day! Woohoo! (if it's broadcast on any major networks, I shall let you know!) :):)
Okay, that's all for now, Folks. Thanks for your patience as I go crazy and return to normalcy enough to write a blog post. This is a hectic environment without doing much of anything except studying! :)
Peace to all my friends!
Em
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Fall for Good...
Hello Once Again!
I chose this title because it sounded like a good play on words.
After contemplating "fall for good," however, I realize it doesn't exactly apply as a double meaning in my circumstance...just one, and that is....it's November, which means it's Fall. For good. No turning back to summer, no more room to hope for T-shirt weather (although it is definitely more likely here than in SD) :) I know that seasons are a part of life, and I have come to thoroughly enjoy them; however, something about fall gives me a sense of the impending winter weather, which is always is a bit dis-heartening for me. Perhaps because I inherited this amazing "freezing fingers/toes" condition (thanks Dad! :) which means that occasionally (even in the absence of extreme weather) one or more of my fingers and toes will lose circulation (i. e. turn white), only to regain warmth after several minutes of vigorous rubbing.
Now that I've shared a random physical tidbit, on to greater things- such as... MY MIDTERMS ARE FINISHED. And I don't feel half-bad about them. Granted, I know I didn't "ace" them, but that's fine. I've taken a different attitude about my classes here: I don't expect perfection. :) Some of you are saying- yeah right, Emily- do you know how to not get an A? Well, I will let you know, the jury's still out....(my professors haven't graded anything yet! I know, half-way through the semester and I haven't received one grade). But I'm fairly confident about not getting an A on everything. Who knew this time would come... :)
This weekend I was super-pleasantly surprised by a random visit from my adorable fiance AJ!!! See, I was fully intending on a quiet weekend of stuffing my brain full of OT and Church History- and little did I realize I would have the pleasure of seeing my man here....AND have time to study for my exams. (He did help by quizzing me a bit, which probably wasn't his favorite thing in the world). Also, a little shout out to AJ, who was accepted into his Masters Program at Kansas State for Ag Business (he will be doing the online program from here!) :)
So, after some grueling hours of studying, I finally reached a moment of liberation from thinking- this afternoon! Granted, I was working, but that doesn't take an extreme amount of intellectual output....thus it was a much-needed mind break. I now write you in the midst of finalizing my paper on Amos 5 (first paper for OT)...and reading for my Ch. History precept tomorrow. Does the work ever end??? :)
Update on my ankle: it is feeling SO MUCH better this past week. For the first two weeks, it really hurt, and it was awkward moving to every building, etc... but I am nearly limp-free today and really pleased to consider hitting the gym soon?? :) (I know, I will take it easy for awhile; just gotta get these muscles going again!)
And the past few days have been full of wedding details! It's so much fun, and at the same time I am extremely thankful that I did everything necessary before leaving, because my life is much less stressful that way. A random tidbit concerning relationships- I really enjoy my friends here, and especially as we have gotten closer, sharing concerns, relationship issues, etc. I am blessed with a solid bunch of homies! (such the gangsta, I know).
Alright, it's off to reading St. Benedict's Rule for Church History. Evidently he had a fairly important role to play in monastic rule in the early middle ages...hmm... gotta go investigate...
I love you all and am bound to converse with you sooner or later, right? :)
Peace, Em
I chose this title because it sounded like a good play on words.
After contemplating "fall for good," however, I realize it doesn't exactly apply as a double meaning in my circumstance...just one, and that is....it's November, which means it's Fall. For good. No turning back to summer, no more room to hope for T-shirt weather (although it is definitely more likely here than in SD) :) I know that seasons are a part of life, and I have come to thoroughly enjoy them; however, something about fall gives me a sense of the impending winter weather, which is always is a bit dis-heartening for me. Perhaps because I inherited this amazing "freezing fingers/toes" condition (thanks Dad! :) which means that occasionally (even in the absence of extreme weather) one or more of my fingers and toes will lose circulation (i. e. turn white), only to regain warmth after several minutes of vigorous rubbing.
Now that I've shared a random physical tidbit, on to greater things- such as... MY MIDTERMS ARE FINISHED. And I don't feel half-bad about them. Granted, I know I didn't "ace" them, but that's fine. I've taken a different attitude about my classes here: I don't expect perfection. :) Some of you are saying- yeah right, Emily- do you know how to not get an A? Well, I will let you know, the jury's still out....(my professors haven't graded anything yet! I know, half-way through the semester and I haven't received one grade). But I'm fairly confident about not getting an A on everything. Who knew this time would come... :)
This weekend I was super-pleasantly surprised by a random visit from my adorable fiance AJ!!! See, I was fully intending on a quiet weekend of stuffing my brain full of OT and Church History- and little did I realize I would have the pleasure of seeing my man here....AND have time to study for my exams. (He did help by quizzing me a bit, which probably wasn't his favorite thing in the world). Also, a little shout out to AJ, who was accepted into his Masters Program at Kansas State for Ag Business (he will be doing the online program from here!) :)
So, after some grueling hours of studying, I finally reached a moment of liberation from thinking- this afternoon! Granted, I was working, but that doesn't take an extreme amount of intellectual output....thus it was a much-needed mind break. I now write you in the midst of finalizing my paper on Amos 5 (first paper for OT)...and reading for my Ch. History precept tomorrow. Does the work ever end??? :)
Update on my ankle: it is feeling SO MUCH better this past week. For the first two weeks, it really hurt, and it was awkward moving to every building, etc... but I am nearly limp-free today and really pleased to consider hitting the gym soon?? :) (I know, I will take it easy for awhile; just gotta get these muscles going again!)
And the past few days have been full of wedding details! It's so much fun, and at the same time I am extremely thankful that I did everything necessary before leaving, because my life is much less stressful that way. A random tidbit concerning relationships- I really enjoy my friends here, and especially as we have gotten closer, sharing concerns, relationship issues, etc. I am blessed with a solid bunch of homies! (such the gangsta, I know).
Alright, it's off to reading St. Benedict's Rule for Church History. Evidently he had a fairly important role to play in monastic rule in the early middle ages...hmm... gotta go investigate...
I love you all and am bound to converse with you sooner or later, right? :)
Peace, Em
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Early Halloween!
Surprise! We celebrated Halloween a week early at PTS, complete with a costume party and all! My two friends Noah and Victoria...
Can you tell who we are? (besides my friend/pseudo roomie Katie and me)
My dorm building looks really stately...I promise, we really do just live here!
This is the side view of our Chapel...beautiful on a gorgeous fall day!
Our classroom building (stuart hall)...looking mighty fine with all the pretty leaves!
Katie, Karen and I one Sunday, all dressed for church!
Oh, and my favorite- a container of apples- in a school bus!!!! Now, how can I be positive they didn't even know I drove a school bus before making this so perfectly accessible to me!!! :):)
Hello Fantastic Followers!
Today I learned about Twitter....and today I decided Twitter might be a bit too overwhelming of a phenomenon for me, at least for right now. :)
So I will stick to the blogs. :) Ah, once again (a week later) I sit typing this with my leg propped up. You guessed it! My ankle is still sprained! :) I have to say, the reality of being injured didn't hit me full force until this weekend as I began getting antzy and wanted to move! (I headed to the gym and lifted weights- mostly upper body.)...and it wasn't the smartest idea I've ever had, but sometimes that antzy bug gets the best of me!
Today I can officially say that I've enjoyed some improvement in my pain level...and I bought a brace, so I'm much more optimistic. Now if I could only jump again! :):) (My VB friends keep asking how soon I will be back out on the court- and much to my concerned friends' approval, I say- in time, in time). But please, if you're at all capable of exercising, do so for me! :)
Wow, this week has felt like an eternity- mostly because of being limited to wherever my little crutch and bum ankle could take me...not to mention fairly immense study intentions. (I use intentions to suggest that my actual performance never quite meets expectations within a given amount of time)... With that said, I should perhaps be studying for my Old Testament midterm, but when I could write to you fine people instead? OT can wait. :)
Yes, that's right- I am preparing this reading week for my two midterms next week, in addition to a paper I have due- and leading a precept for theology. It is quite a packed coming week, which correlates well with a week off work! Today I found out that I don't have to work next week...what wonderful timing! Oh yes, and I've gotten one response about taking the midterm OT exam for me- and I'm still waiting for the best offer.... 605.203.... Just Kidding.
I have been blessed in so many ways since coming here, and last night I found myself reading past journal entries, marveling at the years of preparation (I now understand) I experienced before arriving here, ready for whatever good work the Lord has in store. Also, my social networks here are really encouraging. Like I said, I have great friends- some of whom you have met in the above photos!
Before I end my typing for this week, I would like to say- that more than anything else which has resonated true in my life the past few days- I have realized how constantly present and available God is! And what a privilege it has been, tuning into the power of God in moments of silence and calm....ahhhhh......deep breaths...... :):) (trust me, seminary isn't making me weird, I've always been like this). Randomly related- we had a Taize prayer service today. SO GOOD!
Alright my beautiful friends, I hope all is swell for you and yours! Until the next random posting from a slightly-eccentric girl in Princeton,
Emily
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Painful & Beautiful...
Hello my Faithful Friends,
I am writing today with my leg propped up on a pillow beside my computer, and despite the fact that I would love to simply be lounging around, it's mainly because I sprained my ankle on Monday at vb... Yes, it's quite the picture (me spending my days with a propped up leg!), not to mention that I have become a popular girl on campus now...let me explain.
So we have volleyball every Monday evening. It's a great time, we have some regulars who are quite good players, actually- and I always enjoy myself (perhaps getting a little more intense than necessary...I AM the only one wearing knee pads!). On my way to VB I spoke with a few people who said something to the effect of: 'So, I hear you're quite the player' to which I respond with: "What? who's saying that!" "Oh!" they said, "Everyone's talking about your skills! I should be afraid of you!" I simply laugh and say- "well, you can be the judge tonight..."
This particular week we had several new people join us, and during one of our last games, I go for a ball near the net- and evidently so do a few other players from my team. We all collide, and I come out with a sprained ankle. It's fairly routine for me by now, this being my 7th or 8th sprained ankle, but that doesn't diminish the pain... AND the irony of the statements floating around campus about my VB skills. Ha! Bet I surprised everyone as I hobbled into class on Tuesday! I say it's painful and beautiful though, and here's why....
I find that being in a vulnerable state can evoke the most beautiful compassion from others. My fellow vb players took great care of me, one of the guys drove me back, got ice for me (actually, he 'broke' into the kitchen and partially filled a garbage bag with ice!) what a hero! Yes, plenty of my friends have become heroes this week, and that's the beauty of being hurt....I am exposed to the kindest gestures which are not necessarily present in normal life...
For example, my friends Katie, Achitha, and Karen all made sure I got to where I needed to be yesterday, Henry offered his shoulder to prop my ankle during class (I politely declined) :), Ron lent me his crutches (I politely accepted), David, Joel, and Joe all dumped my tray for me at various meals, random people hold doors, a few fellow crutch bearers nod in understanding as they pass by, Brian keeps telling me how sorry he is about my ankle- and routinely offers to carry me places, a few other guys have offered to carry me (I'm quite capable of walking, btw), and the guy who brought me home continues to check on me every once in awhile. I'm sure I'm missing several beautiful gestures of kindness, but when there's a flood of attention, it's hard to retain it all! Hence, I've become noticed on campus because of my crutches- NOT b/c of my vb skills. :)
Whew, with all that said, I am also trying to focus on a paper about Augustine. I would make a rather non-chalant mention of it, except for it's my FIRST paper for my Masters degree. For whatever reason I feel as if anything I say isn't good enough. My first page I re-wrote about 4 times, seriously....and finally I have a direction, but it's still not extremely solid. I should be working on it right now, and I will soon enough, but blogging is so much easier than typing a paper! I will share with you my thesis- are you ready? (and you can offer critique if you'd like, as long as you send it before tomorrow night!) :):)
Confessions contains significant material to suggest that Augustine’s quest for the truth, journeying through various philosophical beliefs and finding his heart moved most strongly by Christianity, was highly influenced and supported by his continual bond with his faithful and loving mother Monica.
Alright, you can go ahead and tell me its a bit simplistic, but please know I have approximately 3 pages to argue this, with a page on either end to share additional historical detail. That's all. 3 pages, and I have that amount alone as quotes (I might cut that down a bit, after all, it should be MY paper) :):) But there's a sample of my work here- and I find Augustine's life quite fascinating, actually- he's a pretty cool dude, minus the fact that he sent his common-law wife away after 15 years out of aspiration for a higher political position. Gross!
Okay, I need to be re-inspired by Monica and Augustine. I look forward to hearing from you all whenever you happen to read/respond...I know a few of you read this, and I always appreciate hearing your voices as well.
Love you with all the joy this little sprained heart (I don't even know what that means!) can muster,
Emily
I am writing today with my leg propped up on a pillow beside my computer, and despite the fact that I would love to simply be lounging around, it's mainly because I sprained my ankle on Monday at vb... Yes, it's quite the picture (me spending my days with a propped up leg!), not to mention that I have become a popular girl on campus now...let me explain.
So we have volleyball every Monday evening. It's a great time, we have some regulars who are quite good players, actually- and I always enjoy myself (perhaps getting a little more intense than necessary...I AM the only one wearing knee pads!). On my way to VB I spoke with a few people who said something to the effect of: 'So, I hear you're quite the player' to which I respond with: "What? who's saying that!" "Oh!" they said, "Everyone's talking about your skills! I should be afraid of you!" I simply laugh and say- "well, you can be the judge tonight..."
This particular week we had several new people join us, and during one of our last games, I go for a ball near the net- and evidently so do a few other players from my team. We all collide, and I come out with a sprained ankle. It's fairly routine for me by now, this being my 7th or 8th sprained ankle, but that doesn't diminish the pain... AND the irony of the statements floating around campus about my VB skills. Ha! Bet I surprised everyone as I hobbled into class on Tuesday! I say it's painful and beautiful though, and here's why....
I find that being in a vulnerable state can evoke the most beautiful compassion from others. My fellow vb players took great care of me, one of the guys drove me back, got ice for me (actually, he 'broke' into the kitchen and partially filled a garbage bag with ice!) what a hero! Yes, plenty of my friends have become heroes this week, and that's the beauty of being hurt....I am exposed to the kindest gestures which are not necessarily present in normal life...
For example, my friends Katie, Achitha, and Karen all made sure I got to where I needed to be yesterday, Henry offered his shoulder to prop my ankle during class (I politely declined) :), Ron lent me his crutches (I politely accepted), David, Joel, and Joe all dumped my tray for me at various meals, random people hold doors, a few fellow crutch bearers nod in understanding as they pass by, Brian keeps telling me how sorry he is about my ankle- and routinely offers to carry me places, a few other guys have offered to carry me (I'm quite capable of walking, btw), and the guy who brought me home continues to check on me every once in awhile. I'm sure I'm missing several beautiful gestures of kindness, but when there's a flood of attention, it's hard to retain it all! Hence, I've become noticed on campus because of my crutches- NOT b/c of my vb skills. :)
Whew, with all that said, I am also trying to focus on a paper about Augustine. I would make a rather non-chalant mention of it, except for it's my FIRST paper for my Masters degree. For whatever reason I feel as if anything I say isn't good enough. My first page I re-wrote about 4 times, seriously....and finally I have a direction, but it's still not extremely solid. I should be working on it right now, and I will soon enough, but blogging is so much easier than typing a paper! I will share with you my thesis- are you ready? (and you can offer critique if you'd like, as long as you send it before tomorrow night!) :):)
Confessions contains significant material to suggest that Augustine’s quest for the truth, journeying through various philosophical beliefs and finding his heart moved most strongly by Christianity, was highly influenced and supported by his continual bond with his faithful and loving mother Monica.
Alright, you can go ahead and tell me its a bit simplistic, but please know I have approximately 3 pages to argue this, with a page on either end to share additional historical detail. That's all. 3 pages, and I have that amount alone as quotes (I might cut that down a bit, after all, it should be MY paper) :):) But there's a sample of my work here- and I find Augustine's life quite fascinating, actually- he's a pretty cool dude, minus the fact that he sent his common-law wife away after 15 years out of aspiration for a higher political position. Gross!
Okay, I need to be re-inspired by Monica and Augustine. I look forward to hearing from you all whenever you happen to read/respond...I know a few of you read this, and I always appreciate hearing your voices as well.
Love you with all the joy this little sprained heart (I don't even know what that means!) can muster,
Emily
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